The move from our home down state was grueling but successful. Now we have much less room in the cabin as we sort and discard the things collected while having two homes.
Vivid dreams have returned as the atmosphere that the cabin offers brings back the hard work created, tested, and experimented last year during the creation of Parallels.
Now I look forward to returning to work (mapped out on Trello), but even that has changed because of the new location, which is blessed by a front yard made of wilderness and water. (see pic above)
On a side note, I find myself wanting to throw my phone off the deck (into the lake) and record something, anything, music-wise. It’s simply been too long since I’ve done that for myself. But we have so little time before summer will inevitably turn towards the cold isolation of winter. Although, I am certain the winter months will be a good time to work as well, but physical needs will no doubt become much more demanding; or, maybe the long winter days will fuel my creativity. We’ll have to see.
Without much thought into it, I have chosen to go back to what I lost in the fall due to distraction, uncertainty, and of course, the passing of my father. This brings me to something I have mapped out called Groundwork24, which was originally meant to be a short simulation-lesson experience based on three integral agendas that include moving from taker to giver, understanding egoic self-slavery, and finally, once and for all, tackling the fear of death*. The entire point of Groundwork24 is now to have a kind of funnel experience that allows someone new to experience the Tesserean work, ultimately allowing them to choose if it’s right for them.
*It is said the fear of death is the true motivator behind our separation/duality from self and source, our motives, and those we blame for our hidden fears. I find this to be true on many levels. To understand who we really are without bias or intimidation and/or persuasion from our peers, can be incredibly freeing. By “dying within this living body”, aka “killing of the ego while still alive”, is without a doubt, one of the greatest gifts I have ever given to myself. And, to allow others a chance to embrace this insight, is to make one’s self invaluable.
So here I am writing to you once again, as I settle in and get back to what truly matters. The Tesserean work.
The world we live in, as well as the one hiding in plain sight, has secrets that are waiting to be discovered. It’s time for us to unveil them together.
Updates to come.
PS The image above was taken out front of the cabin fall of 2020.