A Safe Place

I see a man on a park bench. He is sitting in thought. I then see the wallpaper of an old house; a breeze coming through the window, the soft wind pushing the translucent silk drapes into a kind of majestic dance, offering solace and comfort.

It is a projection, but not solely mine. It is ours, together, he and I. It is a symbiotic effect of the two of us engaging through an etheric connection that almost all of us are programmed to never see.

But I am beginning to remember.

This isn’t an unnecessary practice of self. We are the nerves, the cells of the All, its catalyst for evolution, entropy, and its need to learn and create duality strong enough to forget we are one. This is our purpose, to experience: to become the illusion of separateness, to feel, to engage within the novelty of creation, to witness our very own thoughts as if they were someone else’s.

I continue through my day and see this pattern with everyone, and every thing I encounter as symbolic structures rush through my mind. I see myself and others differently now.; their past, their education, the third grade field trip; the warm air rushing in from the bus windows as dirt skirts across the summer roads laying upon the green grass growing under the very sun that allows us to experience this life upon this planet as a separate self.

I take this into my writing. Feelings and emotions build my inner world, in which I choose to design and play with every interaction. The more I engage, the more I shed light upon that which cannot be seen.

This is Tessera. My tiny piece of the whole. My very own creation of the dualistic self and its awakening.

They say those who see the world for what it truly is go extinct. Yet, I am the creator of my own separation. And for good reason; to be a unique self indistinguishable from the All of which I am one. 

But now I have had my fill of the narrative that feeds my separation. Now it is time to move towards a new destination beyond the self that may accelerate my purpose as a whole. 

I shall begin building this new world out of the truths born from this revelation, so that new connections may be brought to light and digested for what they truly are.

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